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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
how i wish everyone had a hundred years to live man.
how i wish that no sickness and diseases existed in the world.
how i wish there is a cure for cancer.
yes.i'm going to find the cure fo cancer man.
wif nanotech.
4th day of funeral.
have been really tired.
i'm draining away all my energy.
i couldnt even celebrate christmas and her birthday!
i feel double the saddness.
i felt like crying when i saw my grandma so sad.
granddad rest in peace.
things happen so fast?
like he's gone.
and we'll never see him again.
certainly my sister's gift was wonderful.
it can in handy for me and of cos, my darling.
go imagine yrself.
i got no mood to joke anymore.
i miss you most!
travelled around the island yesterday.
from parkway all the way to north point!
hohoho.
christmas is ard the corner.
please buy me some presents!
damn.it feels so good nowadays.
i'm getting fat from not going trainings.
cant help it la.
i'm sick.
=)
once again:
all i want for christmas is you.
after christmas is yr birthday!
hohoho.
i love you love you love you.
lalala.
i want to bungee jump.
i miss ganma sister and brother.
sulks*
cant wait to watch without a paddle wif them.
tomorrow's yvette's dog birthday.
hmms.
haha!there's a party too you know.
nothing much to blog already!
ps: we're getting broke.
i love my brother.
hohoho.
to aw jieming.
how do i get through one night without you
if i had to live without you
what kind of life would that be
i need you in my arms
need you to hold
you're my world my heart my soul
if you ever leave
baby you would take away everything good in my life.
without you there'd be no sun in my sky
there would be no love in my life
there would be no world left for me and i
baby i don't know what I would do
i'd be lost if i lost you
if you ever leave
baby you'd take away everything real in my life.
and tell me now
how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go
how do i ever ever survive
how do i
how do i
how do I live?
everything has an end to it.
i dont believe in eternity anymore.
am on holiday now!
hoho.but still in singapore.
>_<
i simply cant wait for tomorrow!!
oh my god.
baby totally rocks my socks.
lala.
i simply love the beautiful sound of waves.
damn romantic can!
wid the wind blowing against yr face and stuff.
i simply love it.
all i want for christmas is you.
yes i remove the colours on my nails.
thanks to some freaking biased shit.
like ----- also painted her nails and he didnt say anything.
i painted mine and he picked on me.
you win already la.
i miss ganma.
was eating fried rice alone.
and i thought of ganma.
she cooks one of the best fried rice i have ever eaten okk.
i remembered so clearly.
wow.once i took the first bite i cldnt stop.
training yesterday was so tiring!
but i pushed okkk.
no matter how hard i try/push.
i'm still in the black list.
and funnily, i dont seem to improve.
i hate life.
i have training tomorrow!
like again.
thats all for now.
i'm tired.
i finally uploaded my malacca trip pictures.
like finally.
today is a darn bad day.
jgctuhbbbassfgjilopkmlnv
grrrrr.
thankyou.
singapore idol was way to great last night!
woooooooohhhhhhhhhssssssss.
why taufik so pro?
being live was like ohmygod.
the feeling is so damn different at the theatershow or even worst at home.
singapore indoor stadium totally rocks okay.
we got the premier tickets!
like first 23th row right in front of the stage!
dropout candice was only a few spaces away from me.
some of the top30 finalist were in front.
i miss david!
he's so cute okk.
i miss jessea too!
sylvester's 'its my life' was damn good.
that i couldnt help move to the music.
taufik was excellent all the way.
atmosphere was so tense during the results.
ohman.i was like.damn scared.
TAUFIK BATISAH is the first singapore idol.
i screamed like mad la!
hahaha.
okok.
i think i'm crazy.
oh ya!
there's this bastard.
he snatched cab wif me la.
made me so pissed.
he's so super ungentlemanly.
i show my third finger.
fuck him.he showed back.
grrrrr.
sentosa before that!
but i didnt go play in the waters like the last time.
tsk tsk.
thats all for my idol fever!
ps.dick lee super cute la!
=)))
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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